hormat yang lepas; sekarang; dan masa depan.

tick.. tock..
lil clock
ticking slowly
biding its time

the challenge's up
there's a black out
reaching; seeking
the path before u

you know where it goes
but you do not know where it leads to

the sudden realization
when the light comes back on.

in faith
the sun will always rise
and the truth stood by can never be hidden.

To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.--Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.

- William Shakespeare, Hamlet

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不求利或欲望; 只寻平安与方向.

innocence
an abstract concept
perhaps realized in depth by those who've seen the converse.

effects of caffeine
harmlessly harmful
tilts your perceptional balance
cautiously carelessly
myriadly awful.

天与地
看过了
参透了
也不够

有得悟
但无解
非悟能.

when it appears that the final wall is about to be breached
an oasis that befuddles and a desert to navigate through appears.
as said,
"always more steps in the journey"

pursuit

pursuing dreams
pursuing desires,
many levels,
multi fold
the concept of self
the association with own self
and there's the dissociation
oddly, strangely
incomplete, yet surreal
the ability to feel
for the self
for others
when the latter overwhelms the former.

how queer
the realization
of assimilation
and abstraction
when you live within
and you cease
maybe you didn't.

schrodinger's cat;
quantum confinement effects;
people;
self.

He who has gone,
so we but cherish his memory,
abides with us,
more potent,
nay,
more present than the living man.

- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

我都知道 - 梁静茹

爱上你不受局限 原来我心里也有某些狂野
就像摆脱了一切 两个人光脚奔跑在旷野
我错过 我了解 跳下爱情不该想先保险
越难猜 越特别 抱著夏天不该想像秋天

吻要闭上眼睛感觉 能带我飞也让我流泪
我都要 你知道
就算我们不说谎言 但心偶尔还是会断线
我知道 都知道

我们专心爱几秒 好不好

浪漫像魔术表演 明明是虚幻却逼真的没人 能发现
就算吵得再激烈 马上又被你抱紧在胸前
我错过 我了解 跳下爱情不该想先保险
越难猜 越特别 抱著夏天不该想像秋天

吻要闭上眼睛感觉 能带我飞也让我流泪
我都要 你知道
就算我们不说谎言 但心偶尔还是会断线
我知道 都知道 我们专心爱几秒 好不好

the line
to the line
to the form up point

to the front line
not turning back
there is no turning back

there is no time
you have to be ready
you could only check
and check
for the round that is chambered

see how they say their prayers before they go.

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svha.

while one can't change the world
one could live with sincerity
and attempt to bring a smile to whoever one contacts with.
'cause trust is not given nor earned, but felt through universal love.

we all hang on by faith
we all trust by faith
we all love by faith

we all live by faith.

“God grant me the serenity to accept
the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference.”

~Reinhold Niebuhr, The Serenity Prayer

life is short
some live for the thrill
some for a purpose to serve
some who dont know - or yet know

some, like a soldier
fights for cause
ask him
does he really fight for the common cause?

some, like mercenaries
fights for benefit, gold, and the tangibles
for desires
question his soul you may
are u sure this is what you want to fight for?

some, freemen by status
with the will and freedom to chose
why did he chose to fight
is it what you're seeking for?

sometimes we don’t know, we won't know, or won't yet know.
sometimes we do know.

life is short.

nomadic
on the move
through different ground
bound to bound
line to line
when does it end?
you sure know when it does
feel it's presence while yr still around.

hark!
if u care to listen;
if u care to understand,
if u care to empathise;
if u care to see the world through another's eyes.